Tuesday 25 September 2007

I live in Afghanistan and am an accountant.....




...Apparently this is so! There I was planning a little blog in a soothing mood after my somewhat nerve-fraught launch of yesterday - obviously I mean the launch of my website not myself (images of self being propelled at speed in the manner of a circus act) - where was I? Oh yes, a little blog. Well, there on my profile writ large for all to see was the where I live bit - Penryn, Cornwall & Afghanistan, followed by my industry - an accountant; If only I had known! I wonder what sort of house I have what with all my hard earnt money fiddling, I mean accounting, all those books? Clearly I am an accountant for some high-flying business with nefarious underworld dealings requiring me to look over my shoulder on a regular basis (think Maffia and the Godfather here).

Hmm, time for a reality check methinks....Unfortunately I had tinkered with the profile in order to change my email contact and managed to lie - change - the various other sections without even knowing. Ah well, so back to Cornwall.

The sun is shining with all the capricious nature of an April day with showers and blustering winds keeping it company. The ducks seem to have got something under their tail feathers and are swimming full-lengths of the pond underwater, ducking down in the shallow end to pop up quite a while later in flapping disarray in the deeper waters on the other side. Yes, a lively day I think.

Yesterday really was a ludicrously, nerve-wracking experience for me, one I can almost liken to giving birth in some bizzare way (and believe me I KNOW what I am talking about there!). It felt like I had started something that I had no control over and goodness only knew where it was going to end! Yes, I realise that sounds rather dramatic and possibly rather pathetic too but it is honestly how I felt. All I could think was that these people who had somehow become very important to me over the last year were going to see something that was also very important to me and that maybe they would see something they didn't like, something that would change how they felt about me...Pipany.

I suppose this is the nature of having your own business, especially perhaps one which involves your own handiwork, your own tastes? It feels very much as though it is you that is being judged and therefore possibly you that may be found failing. On the upside I can honestly say I have finally found the confidence in myself to do this and say this is me and this is what I do, and I am proud of it. Huge steps forward for me and I am convinced it is in no small way due to this site and the people on it. So many ideas and views both alike and differing, so many words of sympathy, empathy and encouragement passed around as they are needed, and so many people forging friendships with no agenda other than to enjoy each other's company - a pretty amazing site I think you'll agree.

And so , before I go and weld myself once more to my sewing room (and yes I do agree, I am so lucky to have one and I LOVE it to bits), I would like to propose a toast and offer my thanks for all the wonderful, encouraging thoughts and words sent my way yesterday..... Purplecooers I think you're great!

(Oh and by the way, that grotty looking thing on Elias' neck in the photo is a transfer that we couldn't get off for the photo - cheers for the pressie Granny!)

Byeeee xx

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  1. Yes everyone is so nice and supportive.
    Im sure your business will do well.And well done for doing it!

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  2. Oh Pipany how could we but think even MORE of you after seeing your gorgeous website. Lots and lots and lots of luck with it. Afghanistan can wait.

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  3. Hmmmm, Afghanistan or Cornwall? I know which I'd prefer! Your business should do very well, Pipany.

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  4. You did it, honey, not us. Well done!

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  5. So agree with Chris! I think ,on balance, I'd choose Cornwall over Afghanistan! I do know what you mean about 'exposing' yourself (as it were!) on the site - but no need to worry, we're all right behind you.

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  6. PC oozes friendship, wherever in the world you choose to be. Best of luck with your business.

    Crystal xx

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  7. Do you collect airmiles with your Afghan job and arent you worried about eco police complaining about your carbon footprint!!!Said it yesterday but will say again today, love website!

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  8. Don't the kids look happy and healthy, tattoo and all! Hey I'm an accountants daughter - and its not so bad!

    Purplecoo - the place that launched a 1000 little businesses! - maybe.

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  9. Ah Pipany so touched that the site and all us people on it have helped you . . . but as ChrisH says you did it not us and as Milla says having seen what you are doing how could we do anything but love you even more.

    You are a star - I think you should make yourself a great big star and hang it on your wall to remind you of what we think of you . . .

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  10. Very sweet blog, Pipany. Lovely photos on this and on the last one!

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  11. Have just had a peep at your website - they're gorgeous! And I can completely understand your joy in crafting things out of beautiful fabrics - I try to do it myself, although without such fabulous results. I'm sure you'll do brilliantly.

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  12. Dear Pipany - wishing you all the very best in your new venture.xx

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  13. Your website is lovely, wishing you lots of luck with your new venture. Gorgeous picture of children Pipany, just like their Mum..!!

    Camilla.x

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  14. Your girls certainly do look just like you!
    Afghanistan?? Eh?

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  15. Oh well done you....loads and loads of luck Pip with the new business.

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  16. Oh goody, Pip, I'll send you my accounts then? Just drop me your Afghanistan address would you?!
    Hilarious.
    Your website is FABULOUS!! Come on, woman, stop doing this - you know it is. Your business will be a huge success and we will all bask in your reflected glory! jxxxx

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  17. Loved the memory cloth idea. Waht a lovely idea for a wedding or similar. Good luck with the new enterprise

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